My husband *wink*

Tetibe terasa nak bukak album lelama zezaman bercinta dengan sang suami plak. Haha. By the way, sang suami dulu adalah sangat suka mengambil gambar diri dia sendiri but he won't look at the camera. style katanye. Sabo je la haish. But here goes the pictures masa dia convo dedulu, if i'm not mistaken around 2008.

 

A night before his convo, he sent me those pictures as below.. testing testing baju katanye hehe

Haha okeh itu sahaja laa kot buat masa ini. Pictures me with him tak boleh diupload sebab dulu tak berhijab. Huhu. Oh by the way, dulu my husband seriously handsome kan? Haha (sila muntah now plissss... ;p) Now kureng sebab his tummy is growing haha tapi stil handsome jugak sebenarnyerr.. and I love him so much no matter what Insya Allah... =)

Food Poisoning > Demam > Sihat.. Syukur!

Feels like forever nak tulis kat blog ni dah.. Ni semua sebab Aisyah baru je sihat 100%. For the past 3 weeks or less, she was having fever and before that kene food poisoning. Sedih gile kot tengok dia. Asek nangis je. Masa food poisoning tu asek muntah-muntah and shooting diarrhea sampai dia lembik je nampak.. ='( Me and hubby lantas bawak ke KPJ, after bagi ubat dan monitor a few hours, baru lah dia dh tak muntah but she has no appetite dah. Maybe sebab dah phobia kot nak makan, sebab takut muntah lagi. 

Then lepas baik from food poisoning, Aisyah demam plak. Memula tu dia just flu sikit-sikit je then tetibe terus demam yang amat panas. Again, we brought Aisyah to Hospital. Doctor checked the temperature and to my surprise..... 39.8C OMG!!!! Seriyes terkejut.. terus kene masuk ubat ikut bontot and terus kene mandikan.. And Doctor tuh tahan kitorang for a few hours sampai temperature dia dah normal baru leh balik.. Lepas temperature dia dah reach dalam 37.4C macam tu baru kitorang leh balik. But at home, masa check temperature dia, seriyesly macam nak pengsan panasnye.. Intermittent rupanya demam Aisyah ni. So might be viral infection. Malam-malam mesti nangis and takleh tido but syukur Alhamdulillah selera makan bertambah.

So for almost a week my hubby and I were having sleepless night, baru laa si kechilku sayang sihat! Syukur sangat sangat.. =) Bila anak sakit ni baru laa tau penatnye nak besarkan seorang anak. Barulah tau pengorbanan seorang ibu. Seriyes sedih tengok anak sakit. Rasa macam Ya Allah bagi laa aku yang sakit. Sihatkan laa anakku. Tak sanggup tengok dia takleh tido. Lebih-lebih lagi Aisyah dah pandai cakp. Setiap malam mesti dia kejut mama dia cakap camgini, "Ma, hot hot" Sambil tangan dia taruk kat dahi and tengkuk dia.. waaa seriyes sedih ='( 

Now dia dah sihat, dah boleh main-main, dah boleh tido and makan pun banyak. Mama feels so happy. Well lepas baik demam ni, dia dok seronok main syringe plak. Buat-buat mintak ubat. Sikit-sikit cakap sambil amek syringe, " Ma, bat..bat" Hahaha.. Bagi bebetol kang baru tau.. Hahaha..

Well, here goes the pictures of my healthy princess minum air with syringe and at the same time main air;

masukkan tangan dalam air and lap kat muka (sebab mama dia buat masa dia demam. amek air and basahkan kepala dia)

makan ubat laa konon hehe

berani laa makan ubat tipu-tipu. kalau ubat btol, jenuh la nak kejar dia hehe

Aisyah sayang,

mama loves u with all my heart =) take care.. jangan laa demam lagi plss.. risau tau kitorang.. =)

Sayang awak sangat banyak laa si Ecah ku sayang intan payung!!

=)

=)

CHANGES

Salam guys

Ermm actually nak tulis pasal Raya but tak tahu nak pilih gambar mana satu.. too many pictures and ikutkan hati rasa macam nak taruk semua je tapi malas laa plak nak tunggu loading lelama, so here goes the new entry about CHANGES in ME! (chewaaahhhh macam best je kan? =p)

To be honest,lately ni rasa macam nak jadi baik sangat. Takde laa maksudnya I ni jahat kan dahulu kala but boleh laa dikatakan macam hidup di zaman tak beberapa jahiliyah dulu. Especially masa study kat UPM. Maklumlah, pelajar universiti laa katakan. Sangat bebas and kemaruk sangat dengan dunia luar dan aktiviti sosial nye huhu. 

Well I came from a very conservative family, where my parent are so strict especially bab Agama nih. Not only my parent but also my sisters. (cayang korang ketat-ketat) Betol lah lagu Raihan cakap "Iman tak dapat diwarisi dari seorang ayah yang bertaqwa..." 

Me, I dont know why, at that time, remaja katernyerr, sungguh bersosial macam tak ingat mati.. But study tetap study okeh? 3 pointer mmg wajib.. Thanks to my beloved friends like Chedah, Henny, Intan, Ayu, Ihsan yang banyak membantu and juga senior2 yang sangat supportive.. Haha.. I went to clubs, not wearing a hijab of course, midnight movie marathon, hanging out at KLIA airport (kononnye study), having lots of so-called boyfriends and many many bad things. Disebabkan Allah masih sayang kan diri ini, banyak kali laa jugak kantoi dengan my sisters especially my elder sister and of course laa dia akan bagitau my mom.. My mom will cry and my dad will marah like mad, and i hate my sister at that time sebab tak sekepala and tak sporting. But as time goes by, especially when I have married and having my little princess, Aisyah, diri sendiri rasa nak berubah ke arah kebaikan.. Dulu satu jenis tudung je untuk penyamaran from my family, now, I have many tudungs beraneka corak dan warna.. And if dulu, I wore sleeveless and sometimes skirts now I have covered my body. Only to be seen by my mahram. 

Seriously memang susah kot nak pakai tudung and baju yang sopan buat pertama kali ke shopping mall or ke memana rumah kengkawan sebab rasa tak cantik laa, tak sexy laa, tak sosial laa dan lain-lain lagi.. Oh sungguh naive kan? Macam laa ko cantik sangat tak bertudung tuh? Macam nak lempang diri sendiri je banyak kali. Sampai selalu tanya my hubby I cantik ke pakai macamni (which means bertutup etc) and he always there to give me support and said,"U cantik je pakai apa-apa pun tapi lagi cantik kalau bertudung.." Chewaahh kembang bermangkuk-mangkuk sekejap..*wink* Eh tuh kalau mood dia baik, kalau mood tak baik sebab banyak kali tanya kan, dia cakap, "U nak tunjuk apa lagi kat org lain nih??!" Haaa *dush* amek ko sebijik kene kat muka... Haha but memang ada relevan nye laa kan..

Well if nak list kan semua benda yang tak baik, tak elok yang dibuat tatkala zaman Jahiliyah tuh memang banyak but buat ape laa kan? Let's that be history which is not going to be repeated. Insya Allah.. And I also think that berkat doa ibu bapa, sisters and kengkawan (kalau ada hehe) terbukaklaa hati nih nak bertutup penuh tanpa paksaan sesapa. Dan menutup aurat hanya kerana Allah SWT. Bukan laa nak tunjuk baik ke apa, but seriously I think I had enough of so-called fun when I was a student, and I thank Allah above for giving me opportunity to be a better muslimah. 

I pray everyday that I wont fall into my black-dark-night history again and semoga my Iman dikuatkan dan sentiasa diberi petunjuk dan hidayah oleh-Nya.. I cant thank my family enough for always there, giving me full support and never judge me based on my past. I love you guys so much! and I also hope that Aisyah will be a better muslimah than me, of course.. Insya Allah..

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