Alhamdulillah

Salam

Let's the pictures summarize everything

During Hari Raya Aidilfitri at MIL's house
A family which means so much to my life
Such a blessing to have them all in this dunia

Sisters
These people taught me so many things in life
Wouldn't trade all the people above with anything
Will protect them from everything that's harmful
I LOVE U so so much sisters!

The rascals
but am so falling in love with them
Tired when they all are around but will miss them dearly when they are not.
Peneman pergi ke KLCC and Avenue K dengan syarat pergi Toys R Us.
Please teman mama and untie lagi ok, even when u guys dah besar.
Will treasure every moment with these kids 

Our Small Family.
A handsome husband - funny guy and some time can be irritating bila dia lapar.
Aisyah Jhan - A princess that will always be mine. Manja. Will never allow you to have boyfriend.
Muhammad Yousoff - A baby which always be my baby. A baby who loves to eat A LOT. Manja. Will be mine always.

Alhamdulillah with this beautiful families.
Alhamdulillah with everything that happens.
Alhamdulillah because of so many things.

A working mother of two

Guys,

I've promised to post pictures of my not-so-newborn kan? tapi mmg takde masa. Ni pun curi-curi masa to write. Well basically I am so happy with my life now. Having two kids, a maid and also my so hardworking husband. I love each and everyone of them.

My baby now can actually speaks. But of course in his own language. He just loves to talk even at 3 am in the morning. Baby boy, mama loves to talk but I have to work tomorrow sayangku! Tapi bile esoknya weekend, dia plak tido sampai pagi.. Ish bertuah sungguh perangai. But to be honest, I love his smiles, his becokness and his smell. Sedapnye bau masam busuk-busuk tapi manis. Hehe. Gosh! I miss u already laa my tembam. Tak sabar nak tunggu kol 5.

Kakak plak mmg dah pandai cakap, tak pelat and we can actually understand what she said. Cuma, dia ni tersangatla manja and suka nangis kalau she didn't get what she wants. Dear kakak, tak semua dalam dunia ni kita dapat k? and she is still breasfeeding. Adoi, penatnya laa badan. Been trying to stop her for quite some time but selalu fail. Sometimes, tak sampai hati tengok dia nangis and politely mintak nak nenen. But I don't really mind as I am sure that my breasts' milk will be enough for both.

As for my maid plak, she is kind and nampak macam boleh dipercayai. She loves yousoff like her own baby. Masak pun best tau. So our lives are basically in order where my house is kept clean, and baby semua2 ok. Syukur Alhamdulillah.

Husband, as usual sangat busy dengan kedai. And staf di kedai pun sangat best and baik. Dorang sangat boleh dipercayai. We are so happy to have them around. Thanks guys!! Sayang korang tau sebenarnya. Ekin, Aini, Zikri memang sangat boleh diharap. Part timers pun okey seperti Mon and Mirul.

To conclude, am so happy to have everybody around.

xx

the first few minutes after he was born

the first kiss from his sister

at 30days old

His sleepy face

during Ayah An's wedding

At his sister's third birthday party

At home relaxing at 4months old

His bulat eyes melt my heart

My princess Elsa turns 3! Her dress was custom made by her dadima

I love u kakak.

Superhero and princess theme party

my hearts

:)

17 feb 2014

salam

*tiup habuk habuk sket* Lamanye tak berblog dah. Busy sket. By the way, as the title above, that was the date when my little prince popped out from my uterus. Hehe the baby was named Muhammad Yousoff bin Fazaldad. His weight 2.6kilo and his mama weight at that time was 60kilos. Gemmsss gell.. Yeah i know. Well today i weight 45 kilos and still have the baby fats around my stomach and also thigh. Sigh.

Ok this time of entry will only cerite about my experience in labor. Since some of u already knew that I have a history of leaking during my second trimester, so my gynae advised me to be induced at 38 weeks, fixed date was 17 feb 2014. My husband and I went to HUKM early in the morning. To cut the story short I summarize the chronology as below;

7.00am: Induction
1.30pm: Regular contraction, didn't count berapa seminit but the pain is there.
2.00pm: Transferred to labor room. Been given enema
2.30pm: Contraction sangat kuat. and i felt that something is going out thru my anus. Thought of nak buang air besar and asked husband to call the nurse. Nurse datang tgk and tetiba my cervix dah fully dilated and kepala baby dah nk kuar dh. Nurse cecapat panggil Dr Soeraya (very humble, good, kind-hearted, experience Dr) and when she arrived dia kata ok dah boleh push. Push dalam 3 kali then uwek..uwek.. dah dengar suara baby.
3.14pm: Muhammad Yousoff nama diberi.

Through out the labor my husband and also my sister were very helpful and encouraging. Couldn't do that without both of you. Seriously sayang korang banyak-banyak.

Well after the delivery I've been transferred to my room and masa nak masuk bilik je nampak familiar faces macam ma, abah and deqna. My daughter, miss aisyah jhan came the next day. I have to stay at the hospital for 3 days since they just want to make sure that the baby and I were doing fine before sending back home.

In summary, I must thank my dearest ever husband for always be by my side, accompanying me to the hospital and always bare my mengada-ngada and also temper when the hormones are upside-down (always blame the hormones guys.. that's the best part of being pregnant ;p) Then, not to forget my beloved family for sticking with my kerenahs and taking me everywhere during my pregnancy, since husband on weekends are too busy with his petshop. totally understandable sayangku.. And of course my friends who sending me text messages and warm wishes, also to my colleague at work for being so helpful during my pregnancy periods where I have to go back and forth to the hospital. That includes my bosses who always said, "Take care, Jaga diri dan kandungan.." everytime I said sorry for not being able to complete my tasks. Auwww so sweet..

Last but certainly not least, my in-laws family who was taking care of my daughter during my stay at the hospital and also Aisyah's teachers at Bonda Mama who constantly without any hesitations look after Aisyah since she was still a baby. You guys are so kind-hearted.

I thank you Allah SWT who has blessed me with all of the people above and granted me such a beautiful family. Alhamdulillah..

 p/s pictures will be posted later.. Nak cari dalam handphone sgt banyak hihi

the second pregnancy journal up to 24 weeks

Salam

It feels like ages since I write or even open up my own blog. Been quite busy with life, works and also being pregnant. As I said before, this time pregnancy is so much different from previous ones. I ate a lot! As if baru lepas makan then an hour later lapar balik. Gosh!! I even gained 2kilos per week. Takutnye gemuk.. Abes semua jeans and all the quite body hugging shirts dah tak leh pakai.. Uwaa.. But the best part is my husband said he likes the way I look now. Kahkahakah..  Ok itu dah memadai dah. hehe

Ok. Ok enough bout that. Actually nak cerita my experience been warded when i was at 16/17 weeks pregnancy due to leaking of amniotic fluid. Menggelabah masa leaking tuuh. I really thought that was urine but there was no smell. I've waited and after a few seconds the fluids keep on coming out. Dengan menggelabahnye, I reahed my handphone and called my sister-Ayu; who is currently doing her masters in this gynae thing-y at HUKM. She quickly asked me to go to HUKM and since she was on her way back, she called few of her friends to take my case and she will be following up the next day.

Then I called my husband and dia pun dengan rushing nye balik from pet shop amek aisyah n drop aisyah at in-law's place then straight to the hospital. Dah sampai hospital they did many tests to confirm the type of liquid. Then, memang btol pun amniotic fluid and after did ultrasound, the amniotic fluid was still enough. Syukur sangat. But stil kene masuk ward sebab nak monitor. So duduk laa kat ward to nearly 1 week then the doctor give me extra one week to rest at home.

Masa tengah bercuti sakit tuh, I received so many news regarding works such as kene pindah pergi PRO the etc. But luckily tak jadi since my health condition did not allow me to travel. PRO kan banyak kene trvel and banyak events yang kene organize and attend. So Alhamdulillah with all the doa's and helps my penukaran ditarik balik. :)

Then bila dah start keje kene datang plak hospital at least three times a week. 2 kali amek darah and satu kali check up with pakar. Penatnye ulang alik hospital and kerja lagi. But that's life u know. And my bosses are really understanding so again I am so blessed. Then my last detailed scan was held on the 28th November showed that the amniotic fluid is between normal range and the baby vital organs are all functioning well, thus the pakar said ok laa then u don't have to amek darah banyak2 kali. And u can come to visit me once a month from now! Yeeaaahaa...

Seriously, I am overwhelmed and sangat bersyukur dengan apa yang jadi. This is all miracle. At the moment I thought I will be losing this baby, now he (Oh yes.. baby is a HE) is all normal. I can even feel his movement inside my womb. This is beyond miracle. Thank you Ya Allah for all the blessings!

the day i found out i was 5weeks pregnant :)

the very first day of hospitalization. and the naughty face i miss a lot during my stay at the hospital

the cravings for these 3 items. Alhamdulillah semua pun dapat hehe

surprise gift form a handsome husband of mine ;) sayang dia ketat2

my gemuk pipi tembam face before heading to KLCC last weekend

Last but certainly not least,

Salam Maal Hijrah to ALL!! :)

And gambar wajib yang mesti selalu ada :

Baru lepas solat subuh dengan mama

(L) lunch with her beloved autie na and auntie lily at MFM (R)Baru balik solat sunat Aidiladha

Guys, I think that's a wrapped kot. Pictures pun amek from my own instagram hehe. To all who send me warm wishes and those who came for a visit at the hospital, I thank you from the bottom of my heart. To husband and families- u know i love u.

Aisyah my sayang, semoga menjadi anak yang solehah, bijak dan sentiasa dalam keberkatan Allah SWT. Semoga Aisyah tak tinggal solat eh. Pasni kena rajin ikut abang and adik gi surau dengan wan mama and all your unties tau.. :)

To my unborm baby boy (insya Allah), semoga sihat sentiasa hendaknya di dalam perut ni hehe. Dan semoga menjadi anak yang soleh dan taat kepada perintah ibu bapa.

Semoga keturunanku, keturunan yang mendirikan solat. Insya Allah.

Tired

Salam

Am so tired mentally and physically. Lots of data to be analyzed and arranged and so little time. Ermm but that's work u know.

Tak mau laa cite pasal keje.

Yesterday I received a special parcel from Edinburgh, UK. It contains 3 cute beautiful t-shirts and one oh so chomel pinky tutu skirt and also the birdy card. Well all the baju and skirt of course laa for my Aisyah and the card is for me. I am so overwhelmed and touched to receive this. And this makes me misses u more laa wahai Che Dah. Please complete your PHD soonest so that we can go ponteng-ponteng, rayau-rayau anywhere around KL. and not to forget, we need to have our karaoke session jugak tau. Beyonce perhaps? Haha

Well guys in my 12 week+  of pregnancy, my body is getting better and not really weak like the first 2 months. The nausea thing-y tuh still ada laa tapi. However my appetite is getting bigger. I cannot stop chewing or munching. Am afraid of gaining extra weight that I'm not supposed to. Here, I would like to thank my husband who is always been so kind and helpful in handling my "kerenahs". Dia kene ulang-alik antar makanan and sometimes ulang-alik Gombak. May Allah grant you his Jannah for all your efforts and patience. This time of pregnancy jugak I am extra comfortable to stay at my mom's house since all the doctors (which are my sisters) are there and my mama aka my chef (hehe.. gurau ye ma) cooks me delicious food according to what I want. Aisyah plak sibuk main barbie and play-doh dengan sofea and sometimes main Ipad dengan Imran. So I can always relaks and enjoy my loya-loya. Haha.. If we are so bored to stay at home my daddy will bring us out, usually to KLCC just to makan Haagen-dazs ice-cream (cucu-cucu dia suka sangat ice cream) and also MY Molten Chocolate Cake, my all time fav at Chili's. Then we go back home and waiting for my handsome husband to balik. We never forget him and always tapau O'Briens sandwich for him. Tuh dia punya all time fav plak. O'Briens and Chatime. Makan minum sambil tgk TV pakai kain pelikat. Hehe

Fazal plak if kat kedai asek call je suruh mak simpan kan sikit makanan. Balik mesti lapar giler. Hehe. Sian plak tengok dia bekerja siang malam, weekend non-stop. Sayang sangat banyak laa awak ni my buncit hehe..Satu hari tu mak masak sup tulang, every one hour he will call and tanya ade lagi tak sup tulang tuh? Hehe Mak plak cecepat simpan kan banyak2 kat dia sebab kesian tengok dia balik penat. And mak and abah plak sangat concern pasal makanan fazal. They make sure that Fazal dah makan and kenyang then baru laa dorang bagi kitorang balik. How I wish I can cook like my mama. So sedap without using any additives. Soon I will learn. That's my promise. Sekarang pun ada jugak masak-masak tapi rasanye macam kureng laa kot hehe..

Hmm during hari raya, my mama's house banyak kali black out tau sebab pencawang ada problem ape ntah. The best thing about black out ni kitorang akan duduk bawah dengan lilin and torch light and masing-masing ada elektronik kipas yang lekat kat stroller budak-budak tuh, and borak-borak. Kalau dah bosan sangat we will go to Sri Gombak and lepak kat Tutti Frutti, The funniest part is, my husband went there with all of us wearing kain batik.. Kahkahkah.. Memang kelakar gila. Muka plak seposen sebab baru balik dari kedai hehe. We took some pictures and the kids main lari-lari and my sisters and I mesti borak-borak pasal so many things. My brother in law plak lepak mamak nearby sebab nak tgk bola and we will join him later. My parent duduk rumah sebagai penunggu, Hehe

To conclude, seriously I am beyond happy to have all the people above in my life. I have a perfect intelligent kind-hearted friends, loving family and husband. Seriously I would not trade these people with anyone else in this whole world. You guys are the best thing that happens to me and I love u so much.

Thank you Ya Allah for all your blessings.

Second Child

Salam Ramadhan to all the readers!
Mohon ampun dan maaf atas kesilapan dan semoga ramadhan tahun ini lebih baik dari tahun-tahun yang lepas hendaknya. Amin..

Rasanya macam dah berkurun dah tak tulis kat blog ni. Sorry. I was super busy and really occupied with my works. Well I just came back from Thailand last week.

As some of u know, I am carrying a second child inside my womb. Alhamdulillah. It is already near 2 months. Sebenarnya tak perasan lansung I'm pregnant. Masa kat Thailand hari tu memang laa rasa mual-mual and macam penaing-pening tp since few of my colleagues pun felt the same way so I just ignore the nausea feelings. And since my period is not even regular, so due in period is not an issue to me. Plus, Aisyah is still breasfeeding even though she is already 2 years+. Breastfeeding kan some sort of pregnancy control method kan? So I did not think I am pregnant at that time. When I told my husband during my stay in Thailand about the symptoms, he quickly said,"I think u pregnant.." I laughed and said pls don't be kidding haha.

Then, a day after I came back from Thailand, my husband urged me to go to GP and do UPT. So I obeyed and tadaaa the UPT came back positive and the ultrasound showed that my baby is already 5 weeks plus. Oh we were so touched and wordless. Happy. Husband hugged me and whispered thank you. I smiled back. Auww husband is so sweet. Terharu mak tau. =)

To be honest this second baby consumed my energy A LOT. Ha, I can't even puasa tau. Dulu time Aisyah boleh jugak puasa. Sebulan puasa takde tinggal. This time hanya dapat 3 hari je. Kalau puasa je muka dah macam zombie and I can't do anything except lying down and sleep. Well my mom said that it could be because of aisyah is still breastfeeding. U might be right mama. Despite the tiredness and all the nausea, headache and all, I am really blessed since my husband is always here beside me. Melayan all my kerenahs. Membeli everything that I want to eat, menjaga Aisyah when I am so exhausted and also do the house chores like washing and hanging clothes and washing dishes. He also send me to work every morning so that I can sleep in the car while he drives. He is beyond sweet and I am so grateful.

Husband also feels the heartburn and nausea.Sometime lagi teruk kot. Oh lupa plak, this baby does not cause me severe muntah-muntah like Aisyah did. Cuma penat yang teramat sahaja and loya-loya. Sang suami yang rasa teruk-teruk hehe. Every breaking fast he will take Gaviscon to clear his heartburn. Hehe.. And me plak senang sangat terlupa. Like I just hold a car ker, and put it somewhere then few minutes after that terus lupa taruk mana. Like totally lost. This symptom I must google since I never heard pregnancy can cause u short term memory loss.

Few days back, we were doing our check up at KPJ Kajang and when the gynae did the ultrasound it shows that the baby is already 8 months and we can listen to the heart beat. Subhanallah, I am so falling in love at you dear baby. Husband quickly held my hands and said, that is our son/daughter or Aisyah's adik. Menitik air mata sekejap. Aisyah is going to be a big sister now haha.

Ya Allah, aku bersyukur dengan setiap rezeki yang ko berikan kepada kami. Permudahkanlah proses mengandung ini dan semoga anak di dalam kandungan ini sihat sentiasa. Insya Allah. Dan semoga menjadi anak yang soleh / solehah kelak. Amin.

To my dearest husband, I thank you for everything u have done. Thank you for keeping up with my first trimester symptoms. Hanya Allah yang dapat membalasnya. I love you so much.

And not to forget to my dearest family esp my mama who will always masak anything that I ask. Baik ikan bakar, sotong masak merah, nasi goreng pedas tapi tak mau pedas sangat and  macam-macam lagi. And to abah yang semangat melayan kerenah Aisyah yang nak mintak dukung je sepanjang we went to KLCC. I knew u were tired back then but u still layan my daughter sebab takmo myself rasa penat. Besarnye kasih sayang ibubapa. Again, hanya Allah je yang dapat membalasnya.

To conclude, I am so blessed and grateful of having all the kind-hearted loving family and friends beside me. Alhamdulillah.

Happy fasting again!



 

Just Saying

Life is not about who's real to your face, 
it's about who's real behind your back.

Nowadays, it is quite hard to have someone who is being truth to you. They might seem nice to your face but at the back... wow, hanya Tuhan je yang tahu. They might gives u a happy face but deep inside their hearts are cursing you. Only God knows. 

Well you know something, only coward who has no dignity and pride will speak behind someone else's back. Being an adult are not based on age u know. It is about how u counter any obstacles, problems or even be matured, well-educated enough to face the person. Just so u know, whatever happens behind my back is not worth my time and effort. I can only pray that God gives u guidance and semoga kita semua diampunkan dosa. Amin.

As for me, I am very blessed of having a very supportive, loyal friends who will always be by my side no matter what. Who will give me advices if I did any wrongs. Who will never take advantage of me. They will never go behind me and cakap bukan-bukan. To dear readers, that's why choosing your TRUE friends are very vital. Must always look at their EDUCATIONAL background. If u mingle with the wrong ones, like it or not u will be like them sooner or later. I am so blessed since I've been surrounding with friends who is well-mannered, educated and so many beautiful positives vibes which can't be listed here. And seriously speaking I am so much missing korang semua. All of them are pursuing their dreams of becoming lecturers overseas. Cepat balik, aku dah ngidam Molten Choc Cake balik dah *ehem ehem*

Me, as some of u know me, I am not so pandai compared to others hehe but still CGPA 3+ ;p ; and not really good at controlling my temper. But Alhamdulillah, my husband thought me well. He always said to me that by being so emotional u will show ur weaknesses and your shallow thoughts. Which is so true. I always pray to Allah SWT to always give me guidance and grant me patience towards many many things or people that annoy me. My mama also said to me, those who speaks behind your back are not worth of my attention. Which is very true.Again, I am so blessed of having a very loving family who will be by my side thru thick and thin. Abah, Mak, Ayue, Deqna, Lily, Fauzan and even Sofea and Imran, I love you. You guys are always there by my side no matter what. Korang  memang best! Hehe Won't trade u guys for everything in this world. Thanks Ya Allah..

Having a family now makes me realize that what important most in life is MY FAMILY. My dad thought me well, wealth can't buy you a good children, can't offer you a happy life. If u have a very happy family trust me u will create a home not just a house. If u know what I mean. Raising your own children instead of asking someone to take care of them (unless u r VERY busy working) is vital. My parent were working and not even once in my life, they passed me to the whoever if they have to work during weekends. Dorang akan angkut kitorang 4 beradik sekali duduk dalam hotel and buat laa apa-apa yang patut sementara my dad buat kerja dia. It was fun. It makes who we are now. It makes my mom and dad's bond grow stronger. We are really close. We will always be together Insya Allah.

This is what I am trying to do. Even I am really busy organizing my work at the office and later at my husband's pet shop, I will always bring my daughter along. Walau pun penat dia lima puluh kali ganda but it is worth it. I can play with her, put her to sleep. It is priceless. Dear Aisyah, I love you with all my heart. Semoga menjadi anak yang solehah dan dikurniakan sifat-sifat murni dan sentiasa dijauhkan dengan sifat Mazmumah. Amin.

Alhamdulillah

Salam

Just received a very good email and heard a very good news today. Alhamdulillah. Seriously I am so grateful and blessed to have sort of everything in my life. I have a good loving family, lovely daughter, understanding hardworking husband, nice job and rezeki itu sentiasa ada in every angle. Syukur Ya Allah atas semua ini. Semoga semuanya diberkati Insya Allah.

Oh today, my parent is heading to Melaka nak amek Ayu. Since Ayu kene sambung her Masters at HUKM so abah n mak kene balik Melaka naik bus utk bawak kete dia dtg sini. Ma and abah tak bagi sgt dia long distance bawak kete. Sebab dia lemau. Haha. Tapi yang sedihnye, Imran and Sofea kene stay Melaka sebab drg semua dah sekolah kat sana huhu. But once a week my brother in-law akan bawak anak-anak datang gombak. Yeay! Which means that Aisyah ada teman bermain laa selalu lepas nih. Eh bermain ker bergaduh? Haha.

By the way, nak buat shout out to those who was born in May, starting with Aisyah, my husband, lily, fauzan (my brother in-law, glad Allah gives me u as my sister's husband) and ayue today. Happy birthday. Sayang korang sangaaaattttt banyak. Semoga sentiasa dirahmati oleh Allah SWT. The best part about birthday celebration is, kitorang adik beradik akan berkumpul, makan-makan kek, borak-borak, gurau-gurau, gelak-gelak and macam-macam lagi. Selalunya we will invite our uncles and unties to join. Baru meriah rumah hehe. It is a family thing-y u know. Full of kasih sayang. Takde gaduh-gaduh. Dengki-dengki or pape laa yang negative. Seriously, terima kasih Ya Allah atas keluaga ini. Am lucky to be born in this family. Couldn't trade them with anything in this world.

Ya Allah peliharalah aku dan seluruh keluarga ku dari melakukan maksiat serta menghampiri tempat-tempat maksiat sepanjang hidup kami di dunia ini. Jauhkan laa kami dari godaan duniawi yang sementara ini. Kurniakanlah iman yang teguh dan semoga kami sentiasa beriman kepada Kau. Kau hidupkan kami dalam Islam dan matikan laa kami dalam Islam. Amin

Oh regarding my husband's petshop. Hehe Alhamdulillah, the pet shop is doing quite well. New faces are coming every day. Regarding the workers plak, nak cite pasal part time worker. Dia sangat baik orangnye. Rajin bekerja. Semua yang disuruh akan dibuat dengan baik. Jujur and tak pernah mengelat. Nak tido 2 minit pun minta permission. Syukur sangat dapat orang macam nih. N he is educated too. Dia kerja sementara nak tunggu result UPU. Masa SPM dapat straight A's and kat matriks plak dia dapat CGPA 3.90 kot. Wow! He is very humble. The bonus point is dia adalah seorang yang sentiasa menjaga solat. Every waktu without miss dia akan solat. kalau tanya Aisyah abang kat mana, mesti dia cakap, "Abang Allahu Akbar" Waktu Maghrib plak dia akan solat with my husband while me jaga kaunter in front. Alhamdulillah. Semoga berkekalan hendaknya.

Ok laa malas nak tulis banyak-banyak. Frankly speaking, I am very blessed and thankful for everything that I have today. Syukur.

Hope u guys have a very splendid days ahead~

Again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY KAKAK TERCINTA; AYUE. I LOVE U MUCHO MUCHO. STAY GARANG KAYS? hehe =)

Love.