Melaka trip

 Salam

On 19 May last 2 weeks kot, my family and I went to Malacca.. waaahh dah macam karangan.. takmo tulis mcm nih! stress plak nak tulis sbb kene pikir ayat2 huhu

G melaka sebab ada kerja actually.. I was appointed as an emcee sempena closing ceremony of orang Oman datang buat kursus ayam di Malaysia.. The closing ceremony was held at Ramada Reinassance Hotel, Melaka.. Dengar je nama Reinassance hati kechil dah happy laa sbb hotel 5 star,  bilik mesti mewah2 belaka n makan sedap2.. n since weekend n i pun xdptt driver so paksa laa sang hubby ikut hehe.. Dia pun ikut laa dengan rela hati, eh ke kene paksa? haha.. :) Unfortunately, setakat emcee je kan, urusetia kata takde bilik kene g cari bilik sendiri.. Sentap!! sentap sgt memula tuh tapi tetiba ada seorang urusetia yang baik hati bgtau "Dr, dont worry kita ada token nak bagi nnt" Haaa semangat datang kembali keh keh keh..

So off we went masa hari sabtu pagi tuh, Aisyah dengan lasaknya melompat-lompat kat belakang kereta, suruh bukak tingkap, nak bukak pintu laa.. haishhh sekecik nih.. siap ko besar nnt kene rotan tau! haha tp since dia masih kecil, saboo saboo saboo je laa gamaknya.. hehe.. aisyah tak tido pun.. dia tido pun bile dah sampai hotel.. bila kitorang semua dah masuk bilik baru dia jaga.. so dia tido dalam 3ominit je kott.. huhu

Then, since kitrg mmg lapar gile n Melaka terkenal dengan asam pedasnya, kitrg pun melilau laa cari asam pedas, but Melaka Town tersangatlah panas so kitrg stop je kat kedai yg bangunan warna2 merah tepi2 melaka town tuh.. makan kat situ then balik..~

Rushing balik sbb kene g rehearsal kat Reinassance plak kol 5 ptg on that day.. So Aisyah tinggal dengan papa dia sampai laa event abes.. According to her papa, Aisyah asek nangis je.. so her papa bawak dia turun kat lobby so dia boleh berlari-lari n also dekat dpn bilik sampai dia penat.. When I'm arrived around midnight, tgk Aisyah dah terlentok tido dh, n her papa pun muka mcm belacan dah sebab penat sgt.. bilik plak macam tongkang pecah hahaha.. To my hubby; baru tau penat jaga anak sorang nih hehe ;p

then. around 1am, Aisyah bgn plak.. so we decided to cari seafood yang bukak, n her papa nak sgt gi kat tmpt portugis tuh.. lupa plak nama dia apa.. aisyah mesti arr crancky sbb ngntuk n penat tp stil takmo tido hahaha.. but at the end of our romantik dinner makan2 tepi laut tuh (gituh~), aisyah pun behave laa.. tuh pun lps papa dia beli toys kat dia.. toys tuh sgt laa annoying sbb nyanyi2 kuat2 sambil gelek-gelek.. rasa cam nak campak je kat laut hahha.. but, my Aisyah suka gile sampai joget-joget hahaha.. lepas kenyang n puas melantak, we went home.. eh home plak, hotel laaa...

Balik hotel, tido n esoknya dikejutkan dengan nyanyin si kucing annoying tuh.. rupa-rupanya Aisyah dah bangun awal hahaha.. so kitrg plak siap-siap gi breakfast n chow balik umah hehe.. (nmpk sgt dah malas nak tulis kan? sgt macam rumusan haha) masa balik tuh Aisyah tido dari melaka sampai Kajang.. by the way, before balik KL, singgah jap kat umah my older sis.. dia masak okehhh hehehe.. then baru balik.. by eveningm kitrg dah sampai umah :)

Well, it was indeed the best vacation ever.. ni laa first time kitrg anak-beranak je pergi bercuti (kerja sebenarnya huhu) tanpa gangguan org-org lain.. I am so looking forward dor our next vacation dear suami.. Hint! Hint! :)

xx

Aisyah's and Papa's Birthday

As some of us already knew, Aisyah's n her papa's birthday dekat2 je.. in fact sangat dekat sebab selang sehari jer kan? hehe.. so the preparation of celebrating birthday of two beloved people tertumpu or more focus on Aisyah laa kot.. since this is Aisyah first year in this world :) to be honest, i am so super-duper excited to plan her birthday party but seems to me that her nenek laaaagi excited.. so the party was held at her papa's mother's house or also known as daddy-ma..

Birthday party dia tak laa besar sangat, they invited only her papa's friends n some did show up.. All the familiar faces like Haris, Ome, Mader, Kinah, Ikmal and Mimi.. Million thanks to u guys.. Tapi yang sedihnya, gambar tak dapat amek banyak since my bb camera tak cantik n Aisyah plak not in her bestest mood.. (sebenarnye my face yang huduh haha so takmau laa upload hehe, but i blame the camera *wink*) She was too clingy and tak mau main lansung.. Maybe penat kot since that evening we brought her to playground.. By the way, the party started at 8.00 pm..

Aisyah's 1st year party

There were two cakes actually, satu for Aisyah (her papa yang belikan) n satu lagi to the birthday boy hehe my mom's in-law yang belikan.. Well, Aisyah was so cranky n keep on being a koala thus I have to hold her sampai laa party tuh habis.. But, she felt asleep after potong cake ceremony.. Since Aisyah tido, semua org pun dh kenyang n the party ended approximately at 9.50 pm.. Papa's friends off to play badminton including Papa n Aisyah and I stayed at our home.. Well thanks to my mom's in-law for organizing this party.. :)

The next day (12 May 2012), me and Aisyah went back to Gombak, my hometown hehe.. Owh rindunya!! n the best part was.. semua family members ada.. my sisters, nephew n niece pun ada.. so we decided to go to KLCC, where my nephew, Imran Aqil nak pergi sangat tgk fish.. :) Off we went to Aquaria KLCC.. haha tgk fish mmg laa best kot n very fascinating to these kids tapi my sisters and I were so tired chasing and yelling to them.. including my Aisyah.. They were running here and there..  Siap jatuh, langgar dinding, langgar cermin.. Semua ada.. haha according to my youngest sister; Lily, dorang jadi hyperactive lepas minum kat starbucks n also jalan terhuyung hayang esp Aisyah n Sofea.. hahaha so so cute!

 

 

org bg makan fish.. eksited sunggu bebudak ni tgk hehe

penat berlari-lari so duduk.. but stil takmo mama dia dukung. Sabo je  laa

imran yg sgt protective kat aisyah hehe..

I am truly happy dapat lepak2 ngan all my sisters.. Terasa macam zaman dahulu kala where we all will go out and lepak-lepak plus citer-citer.. I am so bless to have a very good sisters and so handsome n cute nephew and niece.. hehe I LOVE YOU GUYS SO SO MUCH!!!

muka masing-masing hodoh except for little ones hehe

penat penat penat.. tudung pun dh macam bibik!! *malu, sambil tutup muka*

I had a splendid time!! Well, this post was supposed been posted like 2 or 3 weeks ago but I was super busy doing me myself pun tak ingat apa benda.. hehe

xx

Ta-Ta Liza

Well, as some of u already knew, Aisyah has been sent to another nursery called Bonda Mama.. Nursery tuh mmg best and cheaper than previous ones. When i first sent Aisyah there, rasa cam tak percaya kat budak2 yang jaga sana sebab semua nya muda-muda belaka..most of them baru je lepas SPM.. time tu plak tengah kecoh pasal baby atau budak kene ikat macam toyol kat johor.. adoyaii lagi laa risau.. but looking at them, i know that they are a good person.. so the trust develops from there...

After a few weeks hantar my baby girl there, Aisyah dah terus nak dekat one of her teacher named Liza.. Selalunya Aisyah ni sikit punya susah nak dekat orang, tp dekat Liza dia ok plaks.. I am so relieved as i know that Liza mesti jaga dia dgn baik.. ;)  Everytime hantar je mesti Liza yang amek dia and Aisyah plak terus je melompat nak dekat Liza macam sugar glider hehe.. ok-ok fine! balik petang pun macam tuh gak.. dia macam takmau balik sbb syiokk sgt dok nursery tuh.. terasa tau mama tau Aisyah deknon oii.. huhu.. but, deep inside i am so glad since i know that Aisyah was so happy staying there.. Syukur! 

Unfortunately, 2 weeks ago, I've been informed that Liza dapat offer untuk further studies huhu.. I was devastated n tried to persuade her to stay.. But my hubby said, "Jangan laa, liza nak sambung belajar utk her own future.. Y we must stop her?" errr u got the point there Mr hubby.. to cut the story short, yesterday was Liza last day taking care of Aisyah.. Heard that Aisyah was super sad to let Liza go.. :'( n i believed Liza feels the same way too.. I gave Liza some token of appreciation but tak sempat nak hantar kat Liza since dia dah balik :'( so, i just left the token to one of her housemates n texted her thank you..

"To my dear sis Liza, I owe u big time! U took care of Aisyah very well n I cant thank you enough for that.. I wish you all the best and good luck!! Zillion thanks to u~"

tata teacher :)

thank you. 

What Makes You Beautiful

You're insecure
Don't know what for
You're turning heads when you walk through the door
Don't need make up
To cover up
Being the way that you are is enough

Everyone else in the room can see it
Everyone else but you

[Chorus]
Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
You don't know
Oh Oh
You don't know you're beautiful

If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know
Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
That what makes you beautiful

So c-come on
You got it wrong
To prove I'm right I put it in a song
I don't know why
You're being shy
And turn away when I look into your eyes

Everyone else in the room can see it
Everyone else but you

[Chorus]
Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
You don't know
Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful

If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know
Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
That's what makes you beautiful

[Bridge]
Nana Nana Nana Nana
Nana Nana Nana Nana
Nana Nana Nana Nana

Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
You don't know
Oh Oh
You don't know you're beautiful

[Chorus]
Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
You don't know
Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful

If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know
Oh Oh
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
That's what makes you beautiful

hehe nice song! seriously..! keep on playing in my head lately.. ;)

fening.. fening

Errr now dah 2nd of May n my hubby's n daughter's birthdays are just around the corner.. yet, I have no plan.. Sigh! By the way, hubby's birthday is on 11/5 while si kechilku jatuh pada 12/5 hehe.. dekat2 je kan? d good news is, satu kek boleh share 2 orang haha..

Hmm now tengah tak tau nak beli ape or buat apa to them.. aiyooo! serious blur gile.. :'(

So anyone, pls give me some ideas eh? Please....

thanks in advance :)

xx

unsaid feelings

 .......

 ~

songs~

Aishh tetibe je lately ni kemaruk lagu2 melayu.. terngiang-ngiang masa nak tido, masa main badminton, masa bawak kereta n masa meeting.. huhu.. kenapakah? haha mesti laa sbb lagu-lagu tersebut sedap didengar dek telinga ku ini.. haa so here goes the video~

First video- OST Ombak Rindu.. tetebi terada crush kat Aaron Aziz.. okeh frankly speaking this man is super HOT kot.. uhuk uhuk uhuk.. but my hubby HOTTER (chehhh ayat cover~ ;p) 

Second video- Yuna, Terukir di bintang.. this song is so so sweet :) just like liyana jasmay's song... hehe

xx

CINTA BERSATU - liyana jasmay

I found this song is just sweet.. so sweet.. okeh, saya sangat suka lagu ini..

;)

Di matamu ku berharga
Kau perlakukan aku
Lebih dari mencintai dirimu
Di dekatmu ku merasa
Bahagianya aku
Dapat ruang cintamu
Hanya kamu saja
Yang mampu begitu
Tulus
Mengerti aku

Kau sempurna bagiku
Tak kurang sesuatu
Kau terima apa adaku
Ku sempurna bagimu
Tak kurang sesuatu
Cinta bersatu

Gayamu
Sifatmu
Cara mencintaiku
Yang membuat diriku jatuh cinta padamu

well, i dedicated this song to my hubby dgn ucapan i love u 

 xx 

Bilateral Meeting @ Berjaya Hotel Langkawi

Salam..

For the past last week, I've attended Bilateral Meeting at Berjaya Hotel, Langkawi.. Leaving my little ones behind sob..sob..sob.. :( Well, the meeting went well, i must say.. n the trip and also chocs hunting were superb..

Day 1 of the meeting- ermm our team (livestock combined with Halal team from JAKIM) went quite good.. very fruitful discussion n ada MoU sign semua at the end of meeting.. I headed back to Hotel around 7.oopm since our discussion ended quite late.. The food was so so yummy n we ate like crazy.. We meant for me and a few of my colleague.. haha then, later that night Malaysian Co-Chair; Dato' Mohamad Azmie bin Zakaria belanja us dinner.. yeaahhaaaa!! (seronok since dinner not provided..cheh!)

Malaysian delegations

Australian delegations

Menu kat tmpt nih BESAR gile.. sape cakap tak nampak tak tau laa.. anyways, thanks Dato'!

The next day, I went for a trip.. joining all delegations to various places.. but the best place was when visiting KILIM Geopark Forest.. Naik bot and bawak jalan2.. perghh seriyes best.. mmg jakun hahaha.. those are the pictures..

Enjoice~

ini laa rupanya bot itu

berlepas ke Gua Kelawar

jeti gua kelawar..dalam tuh sgt cantik n kelawar semua tengah bertenggek tido.. wow!

NICE!! :)

Eagle watching.. dorang bg eagle makan ayam.. this one is the smallest eagle kot.. mengikut kata org bwk bot, ada 3 jenis eagle n yg plg selalu dtg makan kat situ adalah eagle yg kecik nih..

pulau yang berbentuk kasut.. nampak tak? seriyes terpegun skjp.. actually bnyk lagi pulau yang ada bentuk like bentuk penyu, muka org dll.. semua tu natural tau.. bukan buat2.. Subhanallah!

Rumpai laut.. very very slimy

Then, lps penat menziarah dan melihat-lihat, kitrg dibawak makan kat restaurant terapung.. mmg best makanan dia.. sgt sedap! gambar takde sbb sgt kebuluq n makan dengan dasyatnye hehe.. after makan, we have tour visit to dorang punya ladang ikan.. ikan drg seriyes besar2 belaka.. sangat menakjubkan! (haaa amek ko.. BM power! eceh!~) 

Those pictures are about ikan... ~~

Ikan pari yang manja-manja anak tunggu makanan

ikan pari lagi dari bawah.. can see dia punya mulut kan? haha cute sangat

Eel.. yewwww geli sesangat

Dan banyak lagi tapi tak sempat nak amek gambar sebab bb tetibe hang plak.. sabar je laa haha.. after makan kitorang semua balik ke hotel sbb malam ni ada dinner kat tepi pantai.. nak tgk sunset.. gituh! romantika sungguh! haha.. 

tempat dinner.. tepi pantai.. sangat menenteramkan body and soul :)

tengah set up BBQ station

benda-benda yang nak dibakar nnt huhu

live band

dan gambar2 sunset segala semua tak sempat tangkap sebab tengah sebuk makan.. Burp! Alhamdulillah :) The next day plak ada Plenary Session where all subsectors kena bentangkan apa yang telah dibincangkan masa mesyuarat masing-masing.. yawn! haha n after that, we were free like a bird!! time to do chocolate hunting at Pekan Kuah then flied back to KL.. No pictures available dah sebab tak sabar nak balik jumpa si kenit ku.. AISYAH!! rindu bangat sehh~~

ta-ta :)

Sampai je KL ada driver dah tunggu n terus soh driver tuh bawak laju sikit (sikit je tau.. ) sebab tak sabar dah nak jumpa Aisyah.. lain macam rasa rindu tu.. seriyes tak sabar nak bau kemasaman dia.. haha

Rindu terubat.. Yeay!

I MISS YOU!!

Above video shows how Aisyah's walking so fast... hahah yeah right, pakai bendalah tuh mmg laa cepat hehe.. btw, the reason i write this post because i'm going to Langkawi starting today until this Thursday, attending Meeting with Australia delegations.. The saddest thing is that i'm going to miss my little Aisyah a lot.. :'( Dia kene tinggal with her daddy which means her nenek Kajang yang akan jaga.. I hope they take care of my Aisyah very well.. 

Today, when I sent Aisyah to the nursery, as usual laa dia akan nangis n this time her mama also nangis.. Ish, tak tau nape berat hati sangat nak tinggal dia.. Boss, please laa, saya tak mau gi Langkawi!! plssss.. (if only my boss can hear this..) 

Ok peeps, i need to go now since kene attend meeting kat Jabatan Perdana Menteri this morning and my flight at 7.50pm tonight.. Please pray for Aisyah guys.. Semoga dia dilindungi dari SEMUA perkara-perkara yang tidak baik dan semoga dia menjadi seorang hamba Allah yang solehah.. Amin....

Dear Aisyah,

Mama loves u so so much.. please take care of yourself kay? jangan nakal-nakal and jangan manja sangat.. hehe.. tido bebaik, baca Bismillah tau.. I'm missing u already laa sayang.. :'(

Guys, pls pray for Aisyah's well-being... 

Thanks~

xx

Eczema..??!!

Haaa baru laa btol.. mulakan dengan Bismillah @ dengan nama Allah :)

For the past 2 weeks, Aisyah is having this kinda weird rashes behind her back.. I thought it was a nappy rash so i just applied some cream.. unfortunately, the rashes seems to spread to her knees, her neck and cheeks. I was pretty worried since the rashes are getting worse..

Early this morning, I decided to bring Aisyah to KPJ Specialist for a check-up. The Doctor said that she has a very very sensitive skin and is having Atopic Dermatitis also known as Eczema :( Well here goes something about Eczema;

What is Eczema?

Eczema (also called atopic dermatitis) is a skin rash that usually appears before age 5. In babies it tends to show up on the cheeks and scalp, but it may spread to the arms, legs, chest, or other parts of the body. The rash might look like dry, thickened, scaly skin, or it might be made up of tiny red bumps that ooze or become infected if scratched. Scratching can also cause thickened, darkened, or scarred skin over time.

Causes?

Often inherited. allergens or irritants in the environment (such as pollen or cigarette smoke) can trigger it. Less frequently, it can be triggered by allergens in your child's diet – or in your diet if your child is breastfeeding.The rash can also be aggravated by heat, irritants that come in contact with the skin (like wool or the chemicals in some soaps, fragrances, lotions, and detergents), changes in temperature, and dry skin. Stress can also trigger a flare-up of eczema.

Treatment?

•  Bathing and moisturizing
•  Allowing skin to breathe and stay cool
•  Soaps and cleansers
•  Prevent scratching
• Avoiding triggers;

1. Rapid changes in temperature can make eczema worse, so try not to let your child get too hot and then cool quickly, or vice versa.
2. If eczema seems to be triggered by environmental allergens, such as seasonal allergies, you might want to consult an allergist for tips on how to deal with these allergies.
3. Keep your child away from cigarette smoke.
4. Try to identify and minimize any stressors that may be triggering the eczema. Do what you can to help your child deal with stress

muka tahan ngantuk hehe

 :)

Shiro My Hero

For the past 2 weeks, hubby decided to join a cat competition at Giant, Kota Damansara.. setelah meniliti setiap ekor kucing yang ada.. akhirnya, Shiro my hero yang dipilih untuk bertanding.. hahaha.. sebab2 pilih si Shiro ni adalah kerna; dia laa yang agak2 lawa sket n dia tak garang.. sangat friendly.. the bonus point is bulu die lembut, kembang and tebal.. haha.. 

inilah shiro.. muka garang tp hati lembut ;)

okay, disebabkan shiro yang dipilih so here goes his biodata;

• Name: Shiro (my hero tuh saja je nak sedapkan lagi..it is rhyme though haha)
• D.O.B : May 2011 (lebih kurang sebaya dgn Aisyah)
• Sex: Male, Intact okeh.. sang suami nak buat baka.. huhu
• Mood: Manja.. rasa mcm nak lepuk jer haha.. makan minum semua bersuap.. mengalahkan Aisyah je kucing sekor ni 

3 days before the competition, Shiro was sent for grooming at U R My Pet House (ermm not recommended since they don't even groom Shiro, just mandikan sahaja Sigh!) Then, we decided to sent Shiro to our vet clinic at Kajang and the result......was SUPERB! Dr Wong, who always entertain Shiro, is an intelligent vet plus a very skillful groomer.. Shiro seems so handsome and the fur looks sparkling white n feels so soft.. haaa baru laa rasa confident nak g bertanding haha.. kalau tak, dah terpikir-pikir nak angkat white flag je..  

Shiro pose model; ala-ala lateral view gituh

 That day (Saturday, April 7th 2012), berangkat laa kami anak beranak ke Giant tersebut.. Lepas solat Subuh je, terus gerak.. Aisyah pun tak dimandikan sebab takut tak sempat.. Salinkan baju Aisyah n then terus poooff ke Giant.. Sian jugak laa si kecik mama nih sebab dia mamai mamai lagi dah kene angkut dah.. hehe but, during the competition, she was behaving like a good kid; tak merengek dan nangis2 sangat, provided that biskut n her susu ada.. Bravo sayang! :)

sian anak mama, kene angkut pepagi.. Aisyah tengah tido dalam kereta; on our way to Giant, Kota Damansara

anak mama dengan baiknye duduk dekat kereta dia hehe

Back to Shiro~ 

ada angka giliran lagi okeh.. Macam amek SPM hehe

There, we have 3 rings meaning 3 judges; According to the three judges, Shiro is a nice, beautiful cat but he is too reserved.. Dia dok dalam cage diam je, tak mau main, mengiau pun tak nak.. Pandang muka judges pun tak mau.. Sabar je laa.. n to make things worse, he felt asleep throughout the competition..!! arggghhh, bertuah punya budak! Haip! Penat je my hubby beli bulu ayam train dia b4 cat comp.. Bukan hubby jer train, Aisyah pun siap train lagi si Shiro nih.. tinggi harapan kat ko Shiro oiii.. haha... Judges pun beria2 mengagah si Shiro nih dengan harapan dia bg response tp dia buat dek je.. mmg kurang asam kan? haaish, lantak ko laa Shiro not-so-hero anymore... 

First Ring

Second Ring

Third Ring

The result are as follows; First ring: Second place (I was so so happy siap melompat-lompat kecil-kecilan kat tepi cage sambil senyum kemanisan); Second Ring: Third place (err okeh laa since dia mmg tak aktif lansung, siap nak bergaduh dgn kucing sebelah lagi..huhu) Third Ring: Fourth place (okeh laa.. stil top 5) haha.. so Shiro, ko dapat laa no 2, 3 dan 4.. kira OK laa since ko tido jer kan sepanjang masa.. However, we managed to go into second round but since Shiro is stil sleeping.. memang tak dapat ke Final laa haha.. Overall, I am happy to participate in this competition since I've made new friends there and seen lots n lots of cute cats... meoww~

After maghrib, we went back home.. tired but satisfied.. Shiro plak bila balik je rumah, dia mula laa melompat, memanjat dan bermacam-macam lagi.. siap boleh main kejar-kejar dengan Aisyah lagi.. So, dapat disimpulkan di sini bahawa Shiro nih anti-social haha... 

Shiro said; "Ko ada?" haha :)

Bravo Shiro!

xx

Betrayal

Waaaahhh... dasyat nye laa tajuk kan? haha well takde benda panas pun just wanna share something that bordered me lately.. which i dont know why..  mood swingkah? huhu

Everybody has its own dark secrets which only you yourself know, rite? well, same here with me.. But, being a woman myself, i told my darkest secret to the one and only person i am supposed to trust, which can't be named here, obviously.. well let's call this person Q.. Q knows everything (mostly laa) about me.. and i even told Q my darkest secret which i hope that Q will keep and not reveal it to anyone in any circumstances..

BUT... (jeng..jeng..jeng..)

Q did tell someone and it shocked me to death.. i feel like killing myself right there when Q revealed it in front of my face! (yes, Q told in front of me.. nice huh?) i didn't know how to react or what to say.. i just.. shocked.. n my heart dropped.. i didn't cry but i keep my mouth shut while my hands were shaking.. :'( the person that Q told (let's call that person A).. A asked me whether i did that horrible disgusting thing and i admitted since i don't wanna lie anymore.. A was so surprised but A tried to sound calm (?), while i have nothing left to say.. Q said that he/she (gender must be kept silence too) have to tell someone because he/she couldn't take it anymore.. OH MY GOD!! i am so speechless.. i am broken-hearted..

"Dear Q, if u read this, u must know that, i trusted you so much and i even shared stories with you.. i never thought that u have so much guts to tell someone about this horrible disgusting things i did in the past.. i feel i've been betrayed by the person i care/trust the most.. the fact that u told A was unbelievable.. i have nothing left to say now, but i hope you are happy for what have you done or said..."

Readers, 

Everybody makes mistakes in their life.. and perhaps that person sudah bertaubat and sangat sangat sangat menyesal dengan apa yang dia buat.. so who are we to judge him/her? we are not Almighty, we are human being who constantly make mistakes.. Give that person a chance to change.. Give ME a chance to change! the horrible-disgusting-thingy I've done for the past 2 years have been buried and i will not dig it out again, which means i WON'T, i repeat, WON'T repeat it again.. so please, i beg you, please don't punish me for my past... as i am trying my best to be a better person each and everyday..

:'(

Aisyah at her NEW nursery day 2

Yesterday (2nd April) was aisyah's first day at her new nursery a.k.a school.. me n hubby sent her quite late since mama was not feeling well.. she was not crying at that time.. so i thought she might be ok since she saw some familiar faces around.. mist of the kids from previous nursery pun ada kat sana jugak..

But...

today, when i sent her this morning.. she's crying so bad.. sampai tarik2 baju mama dia n tunjuk tgn as if suruh i amek dia n jerit MAMa!! many times.. i was so touched.. :( rasa macam nak EL je terus n amek dia balik.. but, if i did that, nanti sampai bebile pun dia akan nangis.. takkan sampai kene berhenti keje kot..  so i kissed her goodbye and told her that mama will fetch her right after work.. n i kissed her again sambil berdoa dia cepat adapt to this new situation..

I really hope that the person who takes care of my baby will treat her nicely.. 

Dear my sweetheart Aisyah, pls adapt real fast kay? mama knows u can take care of urself.. I love you whole- heartedly sayang.. :) 

p/s* just called the nursery, ermm they said that yesterday aisyam minum susu tak sampai pun 2 botol n makan pun tak.. it worries me to d max.. n this morning dia nanges teruk sket :(( mama also wanna nangis.. serious sedih.. 

Ya Allah, pelihara lah anakku, Aisyah Jhan binti Fazaldad.. Amin...

Thanks Fazlina n Aisyah's Ummi ~ Intan..

warrgghhh :'(   i am so so sad when the babysitters said that nursery ni nak tutup dah sebab they have other job offered.. and the owner of the nursery didn't trust anyone to jaga all those kids.. ye laa kan, since macam2 news dgr lately.. baby tersedak susu laa, budak kene ikat laa and the list goes on..

i am truly sad because, firstly, aisyah sikit punya suka dgn intan or aisyah call her Ummi.. with her Ummi je yang dia tak nangis in other word she had accepted Ummi in her life now.. besides me of course :) knowing aisyah, dia jenis yang lambat nak dekat orang.. she will learn to know you first baru she let people be inside her life..

when i first sent aisyah to this nursery, she didn't know how to drink milk by bottle since I BF her the whole time during my pantang days.. but with Fazlina, Intan and their mother's patience, aisyah now can drinks her own milk n been a happy baby i must say.. i know that they have treated aisyah like their own daughter.. there, aisyah learned how to speak, how to interact with other people and lots more.. She can even stand on her own at only 9 months n by 10 months plus she can take her own-sweet-baby steps.. Her Ummi always play with her, pamper n concern about her.. Aisyah is so lucky to know her Ummi! Aisyah also has BFF now call Asmaa' and the thought of them being separated makes me so disappointed..

Yesterday, was her last day at Kidz Home Nursery, i thanked all of them for taking care of Aisyah.. i almost cried but too ashamed to cry in front of them.. i cried inside my heart though..

To my dear Intan and Fazlina, i wish all of u the very best in life and your future undertakings.. thanks again for taking care of my princess.. i do owe you guys big time.. here goes the pantun to u guys~ ~

"Kalau ada sumur di ladang,

Boleh kita menumpang mandi,

Kalau ada umur yang panjang,

Boleh kita berjumpa lagi..."

I also pray that Aisyah's new nursery will treat my baby pretty well, n love her like Intan's.. And i do hope Aisyah will adapt to the new environment really fast.. 

Ya Allah, peliharalah anakku dan lindungilah dia dari sebarang malapetaka dan juga hasad dengki.. Amin!

aisyah aisyah aisyah again :)

aisyah :) 

well, she is so much in love with cats just like her father.. her passion towards cats mmg dasyat.. everytime her mama examines cats, dia akan merengek-rengek nak sibuk jugak.. if her papa dukung, she will yell n mumbling or complaining in her own words.. haha.. she has her own vocab now..

currently she likes to climb stairs.. ermm penat sungguh nak kejar si kechik nih, naik pandai turun takut plak hehe.. .if taruk dalam walker, she only can stay put for like 20 minutes the most, then she will cry n ask me to dukung her.. 

muka happy terlepas dari walker.. siap tepuk tgn lagi :)

muka seposen..

but, her papa been so strict, will put her inside the baby cot n she will keep quiet for a while.. unfortunately, when she sees me around, mula laa dia panggil "maa, mamama, maaamam or sometimes ammmaaa!" sambil jerit2.. hish! bertuahnye budak.. hehe and me, being so lembut hati will quickly angkat her up n dukung then i will play kejar2 with her sampai penat.. hehe n me penat too, of course..

as conclussion, both of us will sleep early that day while her papa as usual, tido lambat, watching TV or kemas2 kucing.. :)

above all, i do love u guys so much! u r my world now.. nothing else matters.. 

love love love

 

Set Fire To The Rain by Adele

i pretty much in love with this song wholeheartedly;

the singer has fantastically unique voice;

a very meaningful lyrics....

enjoy guys~~

much love <3

when Aisyah starts to membebel

hehe bila aisyah geram n mula membebel..

cak!

sayang kamu

xx

Bila kebosanan melanda~

Bile kebosanan melanda, banyak laa aktiviti yg dipikirkan nak buat tp semuanye ada kengkangan seperti di bawah contohnya;

• Nak tengok movie

Kengkangan yang dihadapi: masa susah nak cari.. weekend busy n kalau tak busy tak sampai hati nak tinggalkan aisyah sbb weekend sepatutnya our family time together.. dia dah laa lama dok nursery so weekend is my time to lepak with her.. if nak tgk masa weekdays, keje plak.. nak amek cuti sayang plak.. sbb takut nnt emergeny, cuti plak dah abes huhu.. so kesimpulannya, tak jugak pergi tgk m0vie.. :(

• Nak keluar shopping  

Kengkangan yang dihadapi: haaa ape lagi.. DUIT laa hehe.. hari tuh je dah abes bnyk beli barang, makan2 dan lain2.. kalau kuar lagi mau makan pasir berulamkan batu je.. so niat di hati kene simpan dulu.. err tp window shopping kan boleh? haaa itu btol.. hehe tp nnt mesti TERbeli.. bila dah window2 then suka sesuatu brg tersebut, kalau  tak beli nnt malam takleh tido, so kene beli jugak sbb nak bagi tido malam.. (apekah?) kesimpulannya, jangan kuar sbb nnt mesti TERRbeli jugak.. :(

tuh je laa kot sebenarnye benda dlm kepala at the moment.. hati meronta2 suruh kuar, g mydin pun jadi laa kot, asalkan membeli.. ish nafsu sungguh! astaghfirullahalazim... kesimpulannya, dok ofis ni dendiam n baca laa apa yang patut.. sigh!

baik anak mama, curi petty cash papa bagi kat mama soh gi shopping eh? hehe.. thanks sayang! nnt kita shopping sesama kay? gi manicure sesama, facial sesama.. bestnye! :) *berangan*

:)

Molten Choc Cake mission - accomplished!

took a Friday off just to full fill my craving which is MOLTEN CHOC CAKE, Chillis *yummy*. Accompanied my dearly sisters to KLCC n here goes our journey.. haha

lazat sekali

 then...

took a very BIG bite 

 finally....

rakus masing2 makan.. haha

 a happy face after melantak

suka laa eh, tetibe je dpt handbag haha

alhamdulillah.. :)

then, after beli a few barang, we headed home happily ever after..

puas hati dah dpt.. btw, it's not expensive pun.. it costs only RM19.95 excluded taxes.. n the taste is so yummy sampai rasa macam nak jilat pinggan je huhu..

thanks Chilis.. now i am the happiest person on earth...~~

btw, sambung sket jap.. masa tengah menikmati hidangan tuh, nampak laa segerombolan jejaka-jejaka yg baru balik from solat jumaat, hati pun terpanggil nak amek gambar.. bangga tgk org2 laki nih gi solat tengah2 panas n kena jalan jauh2.. well, bak kata my sistah, nak pilih calon suami adalah dari golongan tersebut.. haha

pilih pilih! :)

k.bye.